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1.ONE WISH? right now, i wish i could be with sarah
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? Lover.
3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? being alone >.> like now
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? Sorta.
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV? it is not reality
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? Yeah
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? i acted cute but didn't look it... like now
8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? oh god no
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? Black.
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? i sing everywhere
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? not yet
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS? yeah but that is a private thing
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? anywhere with her
14. CAN YOU SWIM? yeah
15. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE? yeah but we have skrewed it up so much already that we are doomed
16. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE ROLL POP? Tthere are two many variables to that equation it would differ from person to person
17. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? no i get messed up
18. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? Yeah.
19. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD? nope i'm the baby
20. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS? some manual ones
21. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? i don't like it
22. IS THERE MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? yes actually
23. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? no
24. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? penicilline if it is used on me i will die, and insect stings and bite
25. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID,"I LOVE YOU"? this morning to sarah
26. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE? as long as we play his music he live in our hearts
27. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? nah
28. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? with maple syrup
29. ARE BLONDES DUMB? there are stupid people in every catagory
30. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP? my kittie likes to drag it around tha house
31. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? matty/kro/kyu
32. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? i like the new chicken sandwiches
33. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? showers are quick but bath are sentual
34. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? no i'm used to just sitting in the dark all night
35. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? sarah, my music, playing music
36. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? Creamy
37. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? no
38. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? Once
39. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? Yeah. drug will mess you up i have seen it first hand and the have DIED
40. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER? not really
41. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? brown but they turn green
42. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? its good with sarah i would have to say
43. LIQUOR OR BEER? neither alcohol is for people who don't know how to solve their problems
44. ARE YOU PSYCHIC? in ways yeah
45. Do you read? Yes.
46. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? Bass, guitar, a little keyboard, some violin, stand up bass, drums, cello and a pinch of mandolin, if i can get my hands on iot i'll play it
47. HAVE U EVER STOLEN ANYTHING? yeah what can i say ....i'm poor
48. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD? i have on several occasions
49. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING? in the winter yes
50. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC? in a way yes
51. ARE dogs A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? no that would be human is human best friend
52. DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? people should be happy but i would perfer that people THINK ahead before they do things this life changing
53. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? at work
54. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES? usually i do the first time
55. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY? muggy and humid
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? cinomon applesauce
57. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH? sometimes if i feel i need it
58. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED? yeah and then some
59. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL? the methodist bastards tryiong to give me faith via my tv
60. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? i haven't ventured that way no
61. DO YOU SNORE? if i have a stuffy nose yeah
62. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT? i feel that "midnight city sky" by home grown sum up my feeling exactly
63. BOXERS OR BRIEFS? Boxers
64. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? i just want to create i would like to run a recording studio and help small bands get a big start
65. DO YOU GOLF? I can
66. WHO IS A BIG INSPIRATION? i personally look to the works of ace enders, aronn marsh and geoff rickly to inspire me
67. WHATS THE WORST INVENTION? gun powder
68. DO YOU GO TO CHURCH? i think i have sinned way to much for church now
69. WHAT KEEPS YOU SANE? being with sarah, and music
70. WHAT ARE THE WORST JOBS YOU'VE HAD? eh i have this one and i go eh
71. DO YOU PREFER SUNRISES OR SUNSETS? Sunsets.
72. WHATS YOUR TELEPHONE NUMBER? hahah not for you
73. DO YOU HAVE REGRETS? what happend happend and i accept it
74. ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WITH YOURSELF? i am finding myself more and more so yes
75. WHATS A MOTTO YOU LIVE BY? "follow your heart,even if it causes trobles those are there to help you grow, if you follow your heart you will end up where you need to be ... happy" |
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| 11:41am 09/09/2005 |
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1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in. (Maybe.)
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written! |
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| 01:04pm 07/09/2005 |
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mood:  content music: motion city soundtrack, feels like rain
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(1) Your gender: male
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: i would say bi but i'm in love with a female so eh
(5) Your birth day: 4-20-87
(6) Age you act: depends
(7) Age you wish you were: 20
(8) Your height: 6'1.5"
(9) The color of your eyes: brown that turn green
(10) Happy with it?: what could i do about it?
(11) The color of your hair: dirty blonde, brown
(12) Happy with it?: yep
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Righty.
(14) Your living arrangement?: am i really "living" anywhere
(27) Your family: mom, pop,jerkface brother and lovely girlfriend of course
(29) What's your job: what ever i want it to be
(30) Piercings?: none
(31) Tattoos?: None yet.
(32) Obsessions?:the bass writting music and being with sarah
(35) Do you speak another language? some french i have forgotten most of it tho
(36) Have a favorite quote?: its too long to put here
(37) Do you have a webpage?: myspace.
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: yep
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Totally
(40) Do you have any secrets?: yeah some if everyone knew i'd be a monster
(41) Do you hate yourself?: i hate what i was
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: nope i have bad penmenship.
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: prolly
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?:"your cute"
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: the sound of growing older
(46) What's your biggest fear?: being alone
(47) Can you sing: i do regardless of if i can or not
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No.
(49) Are you a loner?: i have few close friends and my girlfriend
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i don't know who would i be
(52) Are you a daredevil?: when i am bored i tend to be
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: when i get bored i do s tupid things
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: both
(55) Have you got a ?: yeah, if 1+1=2 then how many hot dogs does it take ti cover a dog house full of green jello?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? i can tell when people are lying and i try to please everyone
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: I wouldn't, then I wouldn't be me!
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: beauty cuz i'm already in love and i am already creative
(59) How do you vent?: i play guitar and end up breaking strings or write.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i fake it
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Regretting things is pointless
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: it has been triling
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Trust your instincts and your heart.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my hair
(65) And least?: stomach and chest
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: hahaha no
(67) Are you confident?: usually
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: emo child i made him up in my image after all
69) Do people know how you feel?: not usually
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: yeah with my hair people think i'm a stoner when in fact i morally oppse the use of drugs
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: No.
(72) Do drugs?: No.
(73) Read the newspaper?: no
(74) Pray?: No.
(75) Go to church? No.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yeah
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: lucky and penny
(78) Take walks in the rain?: Only if I'm with her...
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah sometimes you have to do things you don't like with people you hate
(80) Drive?: no
(81) Like to drive fast?: ...yes.
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yeah
(83) Hurt yourself?: Yes.
(84) Been out of the country?: Yeah.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yep.
(86) Burped?: o.O Who hasn't?
(87) Been unfaithful?: rawr.
(88) Been in love?: I am now.
(89) Done drugs?: No.
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yeah
(92) Had a surgery?: i refuse to
(93) Ran away from home?: No
(94) Played strip poker: yep
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no just people throw rocks at me
(97) Been picked on?: no one can pick on me
(98) Been on stage?: Yeah.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Eww. No.
(100) Slept outdoors?: Yeah.
(101) Thought about suicide?: ...
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Yes!
(103) If yes, what is your record?: more than a month
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: All the time. ^_^
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yeah
(107) Slept all day?: Oh no
(108) Killed someone?: ......
(109) Made out with a stranger?: we didn't make out so much as he asked i said sure
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No.
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: nah
(112) Kissed the same sex?: Yeah.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: not to much but i have some stories
(114) Been betrayed?: All the time.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: sorta
(116) Broken the law?: all the time.
(117) Met a famous person?: Yeah. Lots of bands. <3
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no!
(146) Stolen anything?: yeah
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: Yeah.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yep
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yeah i have snapped
(150) Considered religious vocation?: Ewww.
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: only positive but i think it was a lie
(152) Bungee jumped?: No.
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: vans
(155) Brand of clothing?: Clothes are clothes are clothes. Who cares?
(156) Cologne/perfume?: what ever
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: pants, shirt, shoes. >.>
(159) Wear hats?: yeah my one
(161) Wear make-up?: Eye stuffs.
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Thrift stores!
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my fallout boy hat
(164) Are you trendy?: maybe
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: nah!
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Mhm.
(167) Miracles?: Oh my, yes!
(168) Astrology?: Yes.
(169) Magic?: Yeah.
(170) God?: No.
(171) Satan?: No.
(172) Santa?: Nah, but it would be so cool!
(173) Ghosts?: Definitely.
(174) Luck?: Yeah.
(175) Love at first sight?: Maybe...
(176) Yin and Yang?: Oh yes.
(177) Witches?: They exists. Minus the funny hats and green skin, though.
(178) Easter bunny?: I wish!
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Oh my goodness, yes.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: a pot of gold how cliche
(181) Do you wish on stars?: Every night.
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Not at all.
(183) Do you remember your first love?: no.
(184) Still love him/her?: No.
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: ...no.
(186) What do you find romantic?: just being with her in the moment and being spontaious
(187) Turn-on?: glasses, cuteness, messing with my hair
(188) Turn-off?: stupidity and shallowness
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: Not at all on looks...
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: flatterd.
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: i would like to know them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i am usually to shy but eh
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?:beauty is in the eye of the beholder
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: not at all
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: i don't care i judge on charicter
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: whats with all the oppiste sex stuff what aboutthe same sex stuff
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? a braclet sarah made me
(208) Are you in love?: Yes.
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Keep walking
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: What!?
(212) You wanted to kill?: Josh.
(213) That you laughed at?: sarahs retainer talk...cuteness
(214) That laughed at you?: sarah
(215) That turned you on?: sarah
(216) You went shopping with?: chandler
(217) That broke your heart?: ...
(218) To disappoint you?: chandler
(219) To ask you out?: gosh i don't knoe i'll just putr sarah
(220) To make you cry?: sarah but only cuz i miss her
(221) That brightened your day?: sarah
(222) That you thought about?: sarah
(223) You saw a movie with?: sarah
(224) You talked to on the phone?: sarah
(225) You talked to through IM?: sarah
(226) You saw?: my kitty
(227) You lost?:*sniff*
(229) You thought was completely insane?: me
(230) You wanted to be?: Myself?
(231) You told off? : Josh
(232) You trusted?: sarah
(233) You turned down?: robin last night
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: saturday
(235) Laughed?:last night
(236) Cried?: couple of days ago
(237) Bought something?: friday
(238) Danced?: never
(239) Were sarcastic?: Earlier today.
(240) hugged someone?sarah
(241) Talked to an ex?: a month ago
(242) Watched your fave movie?: ???
(243) Had a nightmare?: ???? they are all nightmares
(245) Talked on the phone?: ths morning
(246) Listened to the radio?: I don't.
(247) Watched TV?: last night
(248) Went out?: o.O Like date?here with sarah
(249) Helped someone?: 2 days ago
(250) Were mean?: 2 days ago
(251) Sang?: now
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: I don't remember.
(253) Said "I love you"?: just now
(254) Missed someone?: Do I ever..right now.
(255) Fought with a family member?: i don't
(256) Fought with a friend?: errrr
(257) Had a serious conversation?: i don't member
(258) Got drunk?: never
(259) Had sex?: ummm sometime ago |
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| 12:43pm 06/09/2005 |
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mood: creative music: death cab for cutie,the new year
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How Many.....
Girls have u slept with?you mean sex...2
Guys you have slept with? none have gotten that far
Girls have you kissed? 9? maybe
Guys have you kissed? 6
Orgasms have you faked? none
Do You Prefer?
Girls? i think i connect to them better yeah
Guys? sometimes if there are nice but no
Crunchy or creamy peanut butter? creamy crunchy is like eww
Strawberry or grape jelly? grape strawberry has seeds
Slow or fast? both in moderation
Are You ....
Superstitious? somtimes
Afraid of spiders? some of them
Afraid of heights? no just sfraid of the overwhelming urge to jump
Afraid of snakes? no
Afraid of being alone? yeah
Afraid of being happy? what a dumb fear
Sad?only when i am missing my sarah beara so
Happy? indded i am
In love? yes i sure am
Mad? a little crazy sure
Would You....
Date a woman? ummm yes
Have sex on the first date? no
Masterbate for someone? umm depends who why and what context
Tell someone a sexual fantasy? oh yeah i'm full of em
Have a roommate? yeah but it has to be someone i can tolerate
How many close friends do u have? umm casey
Wish you lived somewhere else? yeah florida heat is bleh
Wish you were someone else? sometimes i wish i were cc
Are u in love with someone? yes yes i am
Do they love you back? mmhm
Biggest regret? i try not to regret things
Biggest fear? that sarah would leave and i never to see her again
Best quality? open mind i'll just say that
Worst quality? myself
Do u have road rage? who doesn't
Do u like the elderly? some of them
Do u like yourself? sometimes
R u funny? ummm sorta
R u sexy? nope all i get is cute
R u horny?not right now ... but now that i think about it
R u introverted or extraverted? both |
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| 08:05pm 18/08/2005 |
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mood: cheerful music: Blondie
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Sarah updating for Matty while he's at work!
Bwahahaha.
Aaaaannnnyyyywho.
Matt's doing well. He's happy. I'm happy...we're all happy! ...or at least we should be.
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| 11:26am 15/08/2005 |
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PUT AN X ON THE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) drank alcohol
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(X) seen someone die
( ) ridden a horse
(X) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) eaten Sushi
(X) been snowboarding
(x) been moshing at a concert
(X) been in an abusive relationship
( ) taken painkillers
(x) kissed someone in truth or dare
(x) love or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress-up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer or goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
(X) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(X) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(X) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(X) been on the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the atlantic ocean
(X) swam in the pacific ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) drove over 100 mph in a car
(x) regreted something
(x) wanted something you could never have
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored
( ) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until a beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(X) written a letter to Santa Clause
( ) been kissed under mistletoe
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls
(X) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis
(X) eaten cat or dog food
(X) told a stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
( ) been kicked out of your house
(x) gone streaking
(x) gone skinny dipping
(x) french braided someone's hair
(x) slept naked
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) have a Brittany Spears CD
(x) cheated on a test
(X) been told your hot by a stranger
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
( ) had a tree house
(x) climbed a tree
(x) picked and ate a piece of fruit right off the tree
( ) didn't shower for a week
(x) stayed up all night
(x) talked on the phone for over 6 hours
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) have a little black dress
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a credit card
What is your full name? Matthew Ankrom
Nicknames? matt, matty, sober eyes, kro, kyu
Age: 18
Sex: lemme look ... male
Birthdate: 4-20-87
Where do you live? land o lakes
What school do you attend? i graduuated
Siblings and their ages: i brother 22 and sammy my sis 17
Pets: kitties
Righty or Lefty: Righty and lefty a little
*WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE*
Hair color: dirty blonde/ brown
Eye color: brown that turns green
Height: 6'1.5"
Weight: 200???
Do u wear contacts or glasses? sometimes glasses
Do you have any piercings? not yet
Do you want more? yeah
If so what and where?
Do you have any tattoos? not yet
If so where?
Do you wear any rings? none fit
Do you have a certain fashion you follow? yeah matts fasion
Are you a small, medium or large:large??? what are you talking about here
*RECENTLY*
How are you today? happy energetic and in love
What pants are you wearing right now? pj pants
What shirt are you wearing right now? copeland shirt
What underwear are you wearing right now? ... none
What does your hair look like at the moment? morning poof
What song are you listening to right now?thrice-ultra blue
What was the last thing you ate? a salad
How is the weather right now? hot and humid
Last person you talked to on the phone: my sarah beara
Last Dream you can remember:a happy one i'll leave it at that
Who are you talking to right now? no one
What time is it? 11:42 am
What are the last four digits of your phone number? 2565
If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? green or pink.
Have you ever almost died?many many times
How do you eat an Oreo? i don't
What makes you happy? sarah! music and hanging with good friends(i.e casey kelly and sammy)
What religion/denomination are you? fistpatarian... it rocks
What's the best advice ever given to you? ... no one gioves me advice i give it to others
Have you ever won any special awards? i don't think so
What are your future goals? be happy doing what i love with who i love
Do you like to dance? sometimes
What's the stupidest thing you've ever done? not understand my heart and be foolish with peoples lives
If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? i wish i were built beter
How many kids do you want to have? 1 maybe two
Son's names: i don't know yet
Daughter's names: Anberlin Rose Ankrom
Do you drink?mountain dew yes
What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use?fructise
What sport do you hate the most? most of them
What are you most scared of? being alone
How many TV's do you have in your house? 6
Do you have your own? i have two
Do you have your own Phone line? cell phone
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? only lucky <3
Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? not really
What do you dream about? love or death
Who do you tell your dreams to? who ever it bertains to
Who's the loudest friend you have? sammy.. or kelly
Who's the quietest friend? casey or sarah
How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? 325
Which came first, the chicken or the egg? egg
Do you believe in Love? yes
Do you believe in Love at first sight? sometimes
Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? chicago??
What song do you want played at your wedding? you have my attention, copeland
Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes and shirt
Do you find yourself attractive? now and then
Do you find yourself ugly? lots of times
Do others find you attractive?... not really
Mickey D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King)? neither
Do u like scary or happy movies better? happy
Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? backstreet boys
Paper or plastic? plastic
Sausage or pepperoni? chiken
Summer or winter? winter
Hugs or kisses? both are great
Chocolate or white milk: chocolate
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: dr pepper
Glass half full or half empty? depends
CD or Tape: CD
Tape or DVD: DVD
Cats or Dogs: cats
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: jello
Vanilla or Chocolate:chocolate
Skiing or Boarding: boarding
Day or night: night
Cake or pie:pie!
Diamond or pearl: diamond
Sunset or sunrise: sunset
*HAVE YOU EVER*
Loved someone so much it made you cry? i do
Ever gotten dumped? yes
Broken the law? yes
Ran from the cops? yes
Stole something? yes
Tried to kill yourself? a little
Made yourself throw up? yeah i was sick
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yeah
Smoked? never
Gotten Drunk? never
Done an illegal drug? never will |
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| 09:48pm 14/08/2005 |
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Hehe.
Matt wanted me to update for him.
It's...SARAH! Dun dun dun!
I saw Matt for the first time in like over two weeks today. It was fantabulous! He gave me two of his shirts, one of which is big on me and is wonderfully comfy. Anywho. Matt's spiffy, and he just rocks. I <3 him dearly.
Well, his life is going smoothly. He seems very content, which is always good.
So...yeah. There's my post! Pictures next time...
Oh, and we're totally going to the beach soon. =)
xoxo
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What time are you starting this?: 8:16am
Name?: matt
Nicknames?: kro, emo kid,sober eyes, matty
Date of birth?: 4-20-87
Sex?: lemme check... yeah a guy
Height?: 6'1.5"
Eye color?: brown but they turn green ... weird
Where were you born?: tom's river new jersey
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? i cannot recall
Pets?: 2 kitties cal and artanis
Hair color?: dirty blonde
Piercings?: not yet
Town you live in?: land o lakes (not the butter)
Favorite foods?: nothing i perfer not eating right now
Ever been to Africa?: nope
Been toilet papering?: ummm no
Love someone so much it made you cry?: of course
Been in a car accident?: haha yeah
Croutons or bacon bits?: neither
Favorite day of the week?: anyday that is special
Favorite resturant?: the chineese place
Favorite flower?: rose sweet and simple
Favorite sport to watch?: none but play ... hockey
Favorite drink?: mountain dew!!!!
Favorite ice cream flavor?: none me likey ice cream
Warner Bros. or Disney?: Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?: none
Carpet color in your bedroom?: tan?
How many times did you fail your driver's test?: none
Whom did you get your last email from?: sarah<3
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?: sam ash
What do you do most often when you are bored?: play/write music
Most annoying thing to say to me?: do you hate me???
Bedtime?: 6 in the morn
Favorite TV show?: mythbusters....naruto
Last person you went out to dinner with?: ... haha casey
Been out of country?: canada
Believe in magick?: not really
Ford or Chevy?: ford made my t-bird
What are you listening to right now?: the postal service(brand new colony)
Have you ever failed a grade?: you know it
If you have, what grade did you fail?: 6 9 10
Do you have a crush on someone?: i wouldn't call it a crush
Do you have a bf/gf?: kinda
If so, what is their name?: you'll find out
How long have you been together?: ...rawr!
What are you wearing right now?: umm penguin boxers and a the academy is... shirt oh pj pants
Would you have sex before marriage?: i have
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:no
Are you a virgin?: no
Do you smoke?: Ew. no
Do you drink?: Nope never
Are you ghetto?: just my cd player
Are you a player?: no
What are your favorite colors?:black pink green and purple
What is your favorite animal?: foxies
Do you have any birthmarks?: umm no
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nope
Who do you talk to most on the phone?: kelly
Have you ever been slapped?: no
Do you get online a lot?: Am I taking this quiz?
Are you shy or outgoing?: both
Do you shower?: ummm yeah
Do you hate school?: not all of it
Do you have a social life?: kinda
How easily do you trust people?: depends on the person
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: prolly i don't knoe its still a secret
Would you ever sky dive?: Hmmm Sure
Do you like to dance?: while playin bass yeah
Have you ever been out of state?: duh
Do you like to travel?: kinda
Have you ever been expelled from school?: Nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?: yeah
Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Yes!
Are you spoiled?: no
Are you a brat?: doubt it
Have you ever been dumped?: all the time
Have you ever gotten high?: no!
Do you like snapple?: fire yes
Do you drink a lot of water?: Yeah
What toothpaste do you use?: colgate ..something
Do you have a cell phone?: yeppers
Do you have a curfew?: not really
Who do you look up to?: geoff rickly
Are you a role model?: i'd hope not
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?: nope
What name brand do you wear the most?: vans .. froot of the loom
What kind of jewelry do you wear?: just random stuff
What do you want pierced?: lip
Do you like takin pictures?: yeah
Do you like gettin your picture taken?: sometimes
Do you have a tan?: farmers
Do you get annoyed easily?: sometimes
Have you ever started a rumor? nope
Do you have your own phone or phone line?: my cell
Do you have your own pool?: yeah
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Boxers
Do you have any siblings?: Older brother
Have you ever been played?: prolly
Have you ever played anyone?: no
Do you get along with your parents?: most of the time
How do you vent your anger?: play music and write songss
Have you ever ran away?: Not yet
Have you ever been fired from a job?: no
Do you even have a job?: yes
Do you daydream a lot?: Yes... All day long
Do you have a lot of ex's?: not really
Do you run your mouth?: no
What do you want a tattoo of?: fallen angel wings on my back
What do you have a tattoo of?: nothing
What does your ex bf/gf look like?: ... lets not bring that up please
What does your most recent crush look like?: geoff rickly
Whats her/his name?: geoffy rickly
Have you ever been bitched out?: sure
Are you rude?: Depends
What was the last compliment you recieved?: i want your sex ... i belive it was
Do you like getting dirty?: nope clean boy... sometimes
Are you flexiable?: yeah sorta
What is your heritage?: lots stuff but who cares i am me now , right?
What is your lucky number?: i'll say seven ,7
What does your hair look like right now?: sepoof and fluff but people i actually care about like it so i'm happy
Could you ever be a vegetarian?: i kinda am one
Describe your looks?: tall fluffy hair and ugly eyes
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: my color now i like it its natural
Would you ever date someone younger than you?: yeah but not by alot 2 years max
Would you ever date someone older than you?: why not age doesn't matter
When was the last time you were drunk?: never
How many rings until you answer the phone?: 2 then call id pops up
Have you ever been skinny dipping?: Yes
If yes, when was the last time?: a couple of months ago
When was the last time you went on a date?: i can't recall the day
Do you look more like your mother or father?: neither..thats right
Do you cry a lot?: Yes
Do you ever cry to get your way?: once
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: boom!
Are you the romantic type?: useually yeah whats been wrong with me latley
Have you ever been chased by cops?:yeah funny story
What do you like most about your body?: my hair and mybey my skilled fingers
What do you like least about your body?: Everything
When did you have your first crush?: i dunno
When was the last time you threw up?: yesturday
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: i don't care
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?: No
What about cleavage?: umm i like small breasts big one scare me *shiver*
Is your best friend a virgin?: casey... yeah but he'll be 18 soon i'll get him a hooker
Have you ever fucked someone up?: ...*tear* yes
Have you ever been fucked up?: i am
What theme does your room have?: the "i have no money"theme
What size show do you wear?: 12 converse 13 vans
What is your screen name on AIM?: promise of cure
How are you feeling right now?: happy
When was the last time you were at a party?: the skating party i suppose
Have you ever given a lapdance?: No
Have you ever recieved one?: No
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: no
What is one of your bad qualilties?: i'm working on that
What is one of your good qualilties?: i suppose my musical talent and my kind heart
Would you marry for money?: no
What do you drive?: 93 ford thunderbird
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?: none
So?: like i was saying, they were already dead when i got there
Well?: yeah!
When was the last time you cried in school?: i dunno
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:yeah i have no problem with it
What kind of music do you like?: Screamo/Emo/Indie/Acoustic/alternative/Pop Punk/power pop
Would you ever bungee jump?: i guess
What is your worst fear?: Being alone
Would you ever join the army?: never
Do you like cows?: yes moo cows
If you were to die today, what would you do?: be upset that i died un fufilled
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be?: sorry
Do you like to party?: Not really
Hearts or broken hearts?: both
Moons or stars?: Stars
Coke or pepsi?: mountain dew
Favorite scent?: oh the smell of a midnight rain storm
Favorite band?: thursday
Would you ever dye your hair red?: nah
How many languages can you speak?: 2
What time are you finishing this?: 8:44am |
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| 01:25pm 10/08/2005 |
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actually i have been thinking of quiting lj and myspace for a bit and know with sams words and erics leaving i think that i will quit this mess maybe not myspace yet but lj for now yes i am gone fir those who actually read it hey but you are prolly used to me being gone for long periods of time remember i'm a goast i will try to be on aim and maybe myspace but this just isn't working for me now so ttfn..ta ta for now |
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| 07:56am 02/08/2005 |
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all i can say is... for myself
i am torn
i wish it would have seen better
i didn't want to do it
but i was backed into a corner
and all i know how to do is run
i have made mistakes before
and they have ended lives
i don't want to get attached so closely with someone
and watch something horrible happen
i look so ugly when i cry
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| 09:31am 27/07/2005 |
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stole thist one from cristie <3
1] when was the last time you went to the bathroom outside?
um like forever ago
[2] when was the last time you saw one of your parents?
um two days ago go
[3] which family member do you most resemble?
i would have to say my brother we now have alot in common
[4] do you wear cologne/perfume?
perfume.
[5] do you wear deodorant?
yes
[6] do you 'clean up nice'?
i suppose so but not for long
[7] when was the last time you tripped and fell?
yesturday
[8] where was the last place you slept besides your home?
work, in the frezzer
[9] what are you listening to right now?
some bright eyes and an angle
[10] have you ever started an uncontrollable fire?
no i had everything completely under control
[11] ever run out of gas on the road?
not yet
[12] would you rather cut the grass or rake the leaves?
rake the leaves cuz then i could jump in that
[13] Your name spelled backwards?
wehttam
[14] What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
i guess some picture...not music i BUY my cds
[15] Last time you swam in a pool?
like two years at least even tho there is one in my back yard
[16] Have you ever been in a school play?
yeah sorta
[17] How many kids do you want?
1 or 2
[18] Type of music you dislike most?
gangsta rap.
[19] Are you registered to vote?
no
[20] Do you have cable?
yeah
[21] Ever prank call anybody?
yes
[22] Best friend?
i would say casey
[23]Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
sky diving
[24] Do you have a garden?
no
[25] What's your favorite comic strip?
dork tower
[26] Bath or Shower, morning or night?
showers at night usually but a nice bubble bath is great
[27] Best movie you've seen in the past month?
n/a i haven't seen any but i bought garden state i just lack to watch it
[28] Favorite pizza topping?
chicken
[29] Chips or popcorn?
niether
[30] What color lipstick do you usually wear?
chapstick.
[31] Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
yeah, i'm gonna go with no.
[32] Orange Juice or apple?
apple cuz i hate the pulp
[33] Favorite type of chocolate bar?
i don't really like chocolate so i'll say snikers
[34] When was the last time you voted at the polls?
never
[35] Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
never and solo tomateos are icky
[36] Are you a good cook?
hahaha no i suck so much as a cook....what is my job description....what cook hahaha
[37] Ever order anything from an infomercial?
no
[38] Sprite or 7-up?
not so much 7-up but dn-L (come back i miss you)
[39] Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
yes and no
[40] Ever thrown up in public?
yeah i have been throwing up in the work bathroom alot recently (shhh thats a secret)
[41] Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
absolutely be true love
[42] Do you believe in love at first sight?
love at first sight is more lust thatn love it takes at least a conversation to really fall in love
[43] Can ex's be friends?
yes but i could be awkward
[44] Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
caseys mom
[45] Did you have a lot of hair as a baby?
i dunno
[46] What message is on your answering machine?
none
[47] What do you think about most?
sarah
[48] favorite form of travel?
road trips with friends
[49] ever drink rotten milk?
eww the chewy kind yuck-o
[50] what do you think of the person who posted this ahead of you?
i love cristie even tho we don't talk much anymore</3 she rocks really and i wish that once ... i would have gottn to me her but forces work differntly and now we are us... |
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| 10:01am 26/07/2005 |
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[[YOUR CRAZY PAST]]
have you ever..
--Snuck out of the house: yeah
--Played spin the bottle: with myself
--Toliet-papered someone’s house/property: no
--Called the cops: no
--Had a crush on a teacher: No
--Played poker with money: yeah we all had pokets full of change
--Liked someone but never told them: Yeah
--Sat on your glasses and broke them: yeah
--Went camping in your backyard: not yet
--Got an autograph: yeppers
--Had a crush on your brother’s friend:no way i wasm't bi till i was 15
--Walked in the rain with no umbrella: i hate umbrellas
--Told a joke that nobody thought was funny:bo i am good with punch line
--Been in a talent show: yeah like with my first band we was crazy
--Starting laughing for no reason at a bad time: i find the worst things funny... i laugh at funerals ...sorry gandma
--Worn something your mom didn’t approve of:80% sex by volume hahaha
--Been to a nude beach: do we have one?
--Cursed in a church/CCD: yes in my satanic voice
--Hacked into someones computer:yeah but it was a pretty hacking...friggon heart breaker
--Been called a slut for kissing someone:i hope not
--Burnt yourself with a curling iron/straightener:i need to get a straitener
--Blackmailed someone: no
--Wanted to be a police officer:well in a kinky dream...
--Dumped someone: i hate that word.....and no
--Been hit on by someone too old: no one hits on me
--Bought lottery tickets: yeah i was a loser
--Made out in a car:omg oh yeah ...taste like skittles
--Said something bad about someone who was near you and they heard:yeah on purpose
--Cried during a movie: yeah when bob dies i still cry
--Wanted something you couldn’t have:there is something
--Seen someone shoplift: gitta eat to live, gotta steal to eat
--Yelled at your pet: yeah
--Bought a thong when the cashier was a guy:how uncomfortable ..i perfer pretty panties , hehe
--Gotten seasick: no
--Had a stalker: yeah its creepy
--Played a prank on someone that had them really scared: not so much me but i was involved in it
--Been embarrassed by your family: no i don't go places with my familt its the other way around00
--Felt bad about eating meat: all the time
--Saved a life: yeah but i have also ended one so the balance hasn't yet returned
--Protested something: yeah.. its called voicing your opinions
--Ate just because you were bored: i did at one point now i don't eat
--Screamed in a library: haha yes
--Made out with a stranger: well . yeah sorta but no and it was compilicated he was like"wanna make out" and i did but not with him so i did to vent ... he was happy he won a game or something stupid...and technically he asked kelly first ..
--Wished a part of you was different:yeah but if it was would i still be me
--Asked a guy to dance: yeah i dance with guys all the times haha
--Laughed so hard you cried: yeah
--Went up to a complete stranger and started talking: yeah
--Been sunburned: yeah but not recently
--Kicked a guy in the nuts for being a perv: if a guy wants to be a perv. he deserves it ... but i am sometimes too
--Woke someone up by screaming in their ear: just a minute ago
--Threw up in school: i think i was sick
--Received an anonymous love letter:no but i ish writting one ...<.< oh crap
--Had to wear something you hated: yeah, my eyes
--Had to pretend to like a present you hated:yeah but i am a good lier
--Been to a luau: not really
--Had a really bad haircut: my hair short is a bad hair cut
--Saw your ex and wanted to kick his ass: sometimes it'd be nice but i don't hold that kind of resentment ever for those who have used me and broken my heart
--Cursed infront of your parents: yeah
--Been on a commercial on TV : no
--Watched a movie that made you miss your ex: on of them ....but not now that i have sarah beara
--Been out of your country: yeppers
--Been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk:yeah but not in the i want your sex way
--Fought with your best friend: casey and i argue we don't fight
--Went to a party where you were the only sober one: yeah but life feels like i am the only sober one sometimes
--Been lost out to sea: no
--Been told a extremely stupid line: anything mongo says is a stupid line
--Played truth-or-dare:yeah its easy cuz i have very little secrets
--Been dared to make out w/ someone of the same sex:yeah and loved every second of it ... damn! i'm gay
--Cut class: hahahaha are you serious when did i go to class ... exept englis i <3 english it rocks
--Tanned topless: a tan is your skin in pain
--Been attacked by seagulls: they tried to but i yelled them away
--Been searched at an airport: i haven't been on a plane in a while
--Been pants’d : yeah i have worked with no pants on
--Stole from a teacher: yeah but he started it
--Gotten lost at the beach/boardwalk:if i was with some one that would be nice
--Thrown a shoe at someone: Haha. Yes.
--Broke someone’s heart: i don't see how i can
--Sung in the shower: my bathroom has the best acustics
--Bought something way too expensive: that would require money
--Done something really stupid that you still laugh about: yes
--Been walked in on when you were dressing: not yet ... any tackers?
--Ran out of a movie theater cause you were too scared of the movie: No.
--Been kicked out of a mall: haha they tried to but i ran away
--Been mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back: i don't think i am mean
--Got gum stuck in your hair: yeah my bro. was a jerk
--Spilled your drink on someone on purpose: ... no
--Been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one: if i wanted to not go to detention i didn't go and that was that
--Wanted plastic surgery: maybe..but i don't belive in it
--Stood someone up: no i don't do that i am just really late
--Done something stupid when you were drunk: that would require the consumption of alcohol which i am strongly against
--Slammed into someone while you were checking someone out with your head turned:no
--Fell off your roof: i cannot count the times ... it more like jumping with a bad landing than falling tho
--Pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up to someone: no i just always want to cuddle with someone
--Been in a car crash: yeah it was awsome the car rolled over a couple of times and i hit my head on a tree... how fun
--Had a deer jump in front of your car: no
--Threatened someone with a watergun: omg my pizza theft...wow i am a bad person
--Lied to someone and looked them straight in the eye: it was for their own good i didn't like it but u had to....
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Updating for teh Matttttttt-y. <3
He's working right now, which sucks, quite frankly.
I get to see him...THURSDAY! ...or tomorrow, but we'll see.
Uhm. How are you all doing? Well? Good stuff. I'm doing well, myself.
Has anyone ever heard of stingray hunting? My bff is doing it tomorrow...and it makes me sad. Like...stingrays are cute. How could you hurt them!? It'd be like killing Mr. Ray from Finding Nemo!!
Terrible stuff, you people!!
( Rawr! )
luffles,
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| 12:52pm 23/07/2005 |
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blah how sad when you want to go and see and be with the person you love and all the forces are there to try and stop you with their own laziness selfish isn't it mom wants to spend togetherness time with me but not when i would like to ...
so i have to work somemore today its so sad i am so tired of it plus it smells so i set up a little bed in the freezer and will spend time there
i want to hang out with sammy ya know but she is useually got something going on it must be nice to be that kind of popular everyone wants to hang out with you *sigh*
i miss my band it was loud and hot full of adrenaline when you got started it wasn't a chore it was a game but the up and left and i am stuck alone with nothing here so i start all over again ... acousticxcore my voice sounds better singing softer things anyways ... but ah the memories
maybe i can get better on guitar and then be able to sing the little songs i have made up to sarah its not right with out the guitar i try but keep failing so i am at it i love sarah and you can quote me on that <3 |
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| 12:11pm 22/07/2005 |
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this is matts update:
i'll start by putting down how i am feeling: i feel bleh i'm not tired cuz i woke up and talked to sarah which gets me all exited ... i'll be let down later when i realize that i won't be able to see her today*sigh* there could still be hope and i don't know my heart lays heavy in my chest
What i did yesturday: i didn't do anything yesturday and that is very boring
what do i want to do today: i have to work at six so i don't know what i can do i wish i could see sarah even for just a little bit then i can give her the stuff i have ... maybe chill with sammy a little and talk i don't know i would just rather do something so badly
how was my night: same old i talked to sarah and we would have a yawn fight(wether she was aware of it or not) where after we would giggle and deny that anything was funny ... the little things we always do then i tried to simulate haveing sarah there to hold in my arms to help me sleep(cuz when i miss her alot my arms quiver at the feeling of being empty and without her ..... i'm not becoming to attached am i it feels to comfortable to natural that i slid into loveing her and missing her and having her voice calm and settle me ... i've had this feeling before and that ended in a way nothing should have to end execpt life
maybe that is the cause of this weight in my sigh....
the past is but a beloved memory
we can hold onto it and cherish it
but we should never dwell on it or live in it
because that will lead to sorrow and despair
..... sorry about that one well i' am oudie |
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Hello, my dears!
It's SARAH(!) updating for Matty(y) because...he asked me too. o.O
Well. Uhm. I believe he hung out with Kelly today. I was at work...slaving away. Gah. Work sucks. A lot. I hate my job, as Matty hates his, as well.
Summer's almost over. Very sad, huh? Yeah, it is. School starts soon (for me, anyway) and I think I shall bring Matty shopping with me to help pick out clothes. He seems to have pretty good taste. =P
Erm...yeah. Matty's pretty awesome, if you were unaware of that fact beforehand. He makes me happy. I luffs him lots...and he makes me feel at home. <3
( wheeee! )
Luffles you,
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| 07:35pm 18/07/2005 |
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today ended up pretty good if i were to sum it up to one word i would say skittles....
you know i forgot how wonderful skittles tasted until today i was given a beautiful reminder....
i am feeling better stomache wise i have not thrown up today and i felt pretty good cept my arm
... i don't know whats going on with it ... i have unknown marks and i belive it is swellind and is yes very sore ....*sigh* i'll find a way to fix it ... somehow
i feel like danceing and like playing some of my old songs and scratching down some of my new ideas, ryhmes and works ..... yes i do think that i can do something productive... but notr much scince i only have three strings on my bass ... i'm getting a new acoustic one so if you play guitar lend me a hand and take over guitar for me i suck my calling is bass
hmmm well over all i got to hang out with my sarah beara and a a fabulous time like always...well this time we ran into a bunch a people and all so like whoa yeah
thats all folks
i'm oudie with love to all <3 |
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mood:  anxious music: the early november, decoration
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sorry to all that have wantedand waited for me to no avail ..
i'm sorry sarah that i didn't call last night...i didn't sleep well at all if that makes up for it ...*tear*
blah blah nothing new really just today i am trying to spend time with sarah or ... wanting to anyways i won't be doing in to work today ... not on time at least cuz i wannna see her in the max time allowed to me ...its something i want that bad......so until i have something intresting to say
i'm oudue 5000 |
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